Originally posted by toneart
Your wish is already granted, Barry. I have tried to be seated many times on a jury, but I am too well informed. I have always been rejected. I
read,watch and devour every type of media and literature I can get my hands on. Additionally, I am such an independent thinker (thinker being the
operative word) that no one can pigeonhole me. Truly, I have no peers.
I spend time on the street, talking to homeless, teens and probably illegal aliens and multi racial cultures. I spend time in cafes and bars talking
to ordinary people, artists, neer-do-wells, dilettantes, bankers, real estate agents, lawyers, scions, doctors, celebrities, the independently
wealthy, egocentrics, sociopaths, atheists, agnostics and devoutly religious people.
My biggest outlet is playing jazz, improvising, intuiting and being freer than most of us really are in our repressive culture. I am not a slave to
the corporate world's constraints or it's values. I am a free spirit, not guided by any one religion, but probably influenced by them all. I
challenge authority...have all my life.
I am a past president of our county's Arts Council. I volunteer in places of need for the downtrodden. I try to leave a small, green footprint. I
never want to see any cruelty or any person or animal hurt or killed. I remain convinced that there are alternatives to deliberate violence. I cannot
be placed in any ideology comfortably. The political game is too corrupt, wherever it is played. It is all about money and power. If you think they
serve you, you are being duped. That is a dead end.
I learn more by listening than talking. My opinions originate in my gut, then my mind works on them, and they become well researched. I am not
comfortable leaving any stone unturned. So, the final product is settled upon confidently. I hate being wrong, but if I discover I have been, I will
freely admit it. I also apologize when I am convinced that I am wrong.
Being wrong is not always a fatal error. If I am wrong, it is probably of no consequence to others. But I am hard on myself. If wrong, sometimes it is
a revelation. Sometimes I have been misinformed, or lied to. Sometimes it is a result of a let down of personal vigilance. But rarely is it a result
of a breakdown of experiential structure or cognitive thinking.
So, in this topic, I am right and true to myself and my values. Apparently I am wrong in the cops' eyes. I don't like it. We are indeed different. The
cliche is "that's what makes the world go around". For me, that's OK on a superficial, website level. But now you all know how I feel about the issue
in real life. You could probably care less, but it is important to me.
I have reached the point of saturation. I am bored, and so must you all be. So, I am done with this topic. You may return to your regular states of
being. CLICK |