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Mountain mescaline - Baja Sur
No Passport, just Cokes and Honey
Juan and Chuy dropped the peyote trip thing on me one Thursday afternoon. I knew there was some peyote cactus up in the canyons and now we planned to
drive up there on Saturday, spend the day tripping in the Lagunas. So I had some time to think about it, prepare for the experience – I had never
taken any kind of drugs so my frame of reference was limited. I spent about half the day on Friday on line finding out what I could about the wonders
and possible dangers of the stuff.
The search engines startled me when I discovered all we had learned since the 1950s when I read Huxley’s description of what mescaline did to him one
sunny afternoon. I put my faith in my pals, made up some sandwiches, gassed up the jeep, got a cooler ready for the trip. I was curious about how we
were going to find the stuff and wondered if it would be so strong and bitter that we’d get sick before we got high.
On the way to the store Juan explained the rare and rustic process: We needed to load the cooler with cokes and beer and ice, grab two jars of local
honey and that would be our ticket to trip. An old woman at Rancho Acacia would trade us a little prepared cactus for the cokes, honey and a few
cactus we would harvest further up the canyon. She dried the buttons, ground them up and made a tea with honey to fool our tummies and our livers
about the bitter drugs we were ingesting. From ancient Meso-Amerindians to modern plains Indians people learned quickly to take some powerful
hallucinogens anally, to cheat the liver; the tea seemed like a much better idea to me.
We stopped by the rancho, talked to Auralia, the old woman, a few minutes to explain our deal and to get directions to the best places to search for
the cactus. While we searched, she would prepare the tea. I wore my old deck shoes and I was sorry for that as I struggled up and down rugged hills
covered with thick forests of small but spiky brush and cactus. At long last I heard Chuy shout and we hurried to see his find. I was unimpressed – an
ugly little grayish green thing was barely seen just at ground level as though hiding in the cactus forest. In the next hour we found two more, dug
them up and backtracked to the rancho. When we laid the little cactus out on the relic of a table in the yard, Auralia laughed at our meager exchange
gift. I got from the gesture that it takes mucho plants to make a good batch of tea.
I thought we were going to spend the rest of day at the rancho but Juan had another plan. While we could still navigate, before much of the drug had
taken effect, Juan showed me how to get to Rancho Corral Falso where a huge, toothless jolly Mexican ranchero waited for us and the beer.
I had reasons to record what happened next with my camera. Also when I believed that most of the drug’s effects were gone, a couple of days later, I
felt compelled to do the Huxley thing and try to recapture on paper what my senses told me up there.
The Trip in the Mountains
I had taken some toast and coffee at home for breakfast and I don’t know what, if anything my friends had before our 45 minute trip up to the rancho.
Kind of unscientific dosage; we three shared a large coffee cup of the awful tea at the ranch and then it was time to head for Rancho Corral Falso.
Chuy said it might take an hour or two for the stuff to kick in and we had plenty of time to get to the ranch.
Not more than 100 meters from Rancho Acacia I spotted a gopher snake crossing the road, stopped and captured it just for fun. Juan and Chuy were
aghast that I wanted to handle it, was not afraid of the deadly bite, the venom. After I explained that the snake was harmless, showed them how docile
it was they warmed to the idea and began to touch it, handle it a little. They couldn’t wait to show Jose, the ranchero the fearless way they handled
the colorful creature. Jose wasn’t as warm to the idea as they were but after a while he joined in the fun with squeaks and giggles. The ranchero
would be our witness while he drank one Pacifico after another, played guitar and paid little attention to how we were changing.
Now that two more days have passed I can report what I felt, saw, heard when the mescaline was in my system with the fairly good knowledge that my
writing is drug free but the memories are fresh and clear.
Before I get into the sensual stuff I will preface with the overall feeling that my life’s filters were shut down or impaired --- there was a general
sense that I was no longer afraid to look, feel, touch the world as I might have done as a child. My child’s world was real and I somehow felt like
what I was experiencing was always there with me but only now was I allowed to view things as though a film, a scrim had been lifted from them. At
first I heard myself saying “I knew it, I just knew it. I knew all this was here” and I embraced the childish ideas of everything suddenly having a
name, a personality, alive with color and movement I just could not imagine without the help of the chemicals.
I became a living sensual processor without ego or bias; when the trees and boulders came to meet me, talked with me I made no value judgments about
the propriety of such actions. The exploding neon new colors looked natural to me, not bombastic, showy or artificial. I was surprised that I could
taste the colors while I enjoyed their texture, their meaning, their vibrancy representing the first visual suit of the personality of a big hardwood
or a tall cactus.
The overloads were all around me but if I was chemically surprised it was with a sense of wonder and glee, not that my senses were lying to me or that
I had entered some parallel world. Jose’s three kids, several goats, Jose, me, Juan and Chuy all seemed part of a thing, perhaps like a jellyfish, a
group of organism, where we joined invisible hands that held us all together in a beneficial scrum.
The kids became part of a Zalate tree. The tree had a colorful name, Obert. The children were Obertsherbas and when I said hello they laughed and
swung about like supple limbs dancing in a whirlwind. The taste of Obert was lemon-lime-lemon; I remember that very clearly.
This afternoon Chuy told me I spent almost four hours in the water. I remember the stream, the water but since we became one I was on the clock that
flowed down the canyon spinning rivulets of minutes, hours, eons working hard to grind down the walking rocks. The water pouring over the tiny
waterfalls onto my back was caressing me, singling me out as blessedly necessary material it could not bear to wash away, carry down the canyon to the
sea. This was the very first meeting in 75 long years and we were joined in the vortex of one solemn, if clumsy, celebration.
Now I get the feeling that if I move my Mind Child to a different setting and repeat the process, I’ll still be giving life and notice and deference
to what surrounds me just like I would in kindergarten. My crayons would conjure up what I really see and feel and taste and hear without fear or
filter, without stultifying preconceptions or a dire need to change whatever I encounter to something else. Ten days after the trip Juan told me I
spent the whole day talking with one of the ranch goats. I pressed him on the matter of the word talking and he was smilingly vague.
I can’t begin to explain the chemical ups and downs of the day, how I felt beyond what I perceived but I count the whole other experience as a
validation rather than a revelation – perhaps my filters have never been firmly in place, perhaps my innocence leaks through all the moving parts of a
switchboard with three quarters of a century of connecting, reinforcing until my patterns are your patterns, my trees are your trees.
Whether I’m right, wrong or slightly off the mark, I’m glad I passed through the Doors of Perception.
The goat’s name is vluusic. He is musical like his name (and like his father before him).
[Edited on 5-19-2012 by Osprey]
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great story, Osprey! i once new a guy who had a couple dozen buttons. i never tried em but he said when he looked at a tree he became the tree, and so
on. anyone read the Carlos Castaneda books? check out "Journey to Ixtlan" sometime.
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Beautiful, Osprey!
A buddy of mine, somewhere way back when in the olden days of Laguna, ate quite a number of buttons.....went home, dug a hole and planted himself
sometime in the early evening.......as the almost full moon rose in the east he watched himself grow into a Joshua Tree until the wee hours of the
morning. He said the Joshua Tree started fruiting with Peyote buttons just before sunrise. We should all be so lucky to be buried knee deep with
arms outstretched to the Great Mystery.
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Woody, I Am Sorry
But Carlos Castaneda was a fraud.
I read his books and was enthralled in the day, but here it is: http://www.skepdic.com/castaneda.html
“Travel is fatal to prejudice, bigotry, and narrow mindedness.”
—Mark Twain
\"La vida es dura, el corazon es puro, y cantamos hasta la madrugada.” (Life is hard, the heart is pure and we sing until dawn.)
—Kirsty MacColl, Mambo de la Luna
\"Alea iacta est.\"
—Julius Caesar
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i didn't ask if was true or not.
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Party pooper.
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Carlos Castaneda and Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh Were Toxic Predators
I was interested their thoughts about creating a new world but I duowish that they had been honest and open about what they were doing instead of
going mysterious, control hungry and predatory.
Do y'all remember Swami Rajneesh? Mr. Purple and pink with the several Rolls Royce vehicles and the compound in Northern California?
I am still so angry about that I can't spell his name or the places correctly.
My cousin was a devotee and when she was rejected because she wasn't devout enough and they would not let her join the commune in Northern California,
then, as a life long victim of parental abuse and when her new family rejected her, she became so despondent that put a gun in her mouth and committed
suicide.
[Edited on 5-19-2012 by Gypsy Jan]
“Travel is fatal to prejudice, bigotry, and narrow mindedness.”
—Mark Twain
\"La vida es dura, el corazon es puro, y cantamos hasta la madrugada.” (Life is hard, the heart is pure and we sing until dawn.)
—Kirsty MacColl, Mambo de la Luna
\"Alea iacta est.\"
—Julius Caesar
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I have something to say about this. But my wifi sucks so I'll comment when I have better wifi.
[Edited on 5-19-2012 by ateo]
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Sometimes it is hard to tell the difference between George's non-fiction and his fiction.
p.s....thanks for the preview!
Udo
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did you throw up? those things can make you violently ill before the tripping starts in.
so i am told.
formerly Ordained in Rev. Ewing\'s Church by Mail - busted on tax fraud.......
Now joined L. Ron Hoover\'s church of Appliantology
\"Remember there is a big difference between kneeling down and bending over....\"
www.facebook.com/michael.l.goering
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'hey, chavez' how come they aint killing us?
"because we're in the spirt world, a$$hole. they can't see us"
young guns 1988
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I had the honours of having a late Navajo Road Man, Tommy Nez, include me in several ceremonies (12 hour experience in a hogan and tipi at different
times) here in BC.
The first time, the buttons had been dried and ground into a gritty powder as well as being steeped into a tea (to wash down the ground up
buttons)....the last few times the cactus was fresh and mashed into a pulp....and made into a tea. The fresh stuff made me more nauseated than the
dry form.
The experience was not as hallucinogenic as "chemical" hallucinogens, but the ceremony created a context (drumming, singing, fire rituals) that added
to guiding the mind out of its usual constraints of perception.
The last time I did this (a couple of years ago and a month before Tommy passed away [he was in late 70's]), I decided to leave the ceremony at the
halfway mark (when we took a break for a short time outside), but made the serious faux pas of not telling folks (this is seriously
disrespectful)....I made it home at 2:00 AM to "let the medicine take me on its own path"...and because my bad knees were killing me sitting
cross-legged for that long (it is also disrespectful to have your straight legs facing the fire).
Within the hour once back home, I had the experience of "being back at the ceremony" watching Tommy and the group offer prayers for me and expressing
their concerns.
I realize on one level it was "just what I was thinking", but on another level outside the box of my rational mind, I was there.
I hope this reply doesn't go off on some anti-drug tirade while some Nomad is slurping their beer/marg while reading it....
Just another experience that is not "maybe fiction".
Osprey, thanks for your story
Don't believe everything you think....
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at least you know its coming!
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Mexitron,
All Fiction Can Be Considered Fraudulent
But there is a distinction between fiction and deception
I try to remember that
As I switch reading JRR Tolkien's work
and political news reporting
[Edited on 5-19-2012 by DavidE]
A Lot To See And A Lot To Do
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"all paths are the same:they lead to nowhere" -don juan
anyone looking for a signature?
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Quote: | Originally posted by DavidE
Mexitron,
All Fiction Can Be Considered Fraudulent
But there is a distinction between fiction and deception
I try to remember that
As I switch reading JRR Tolkien's work
and political news reporting
[Edited on 5-19-2012 by DavidE] |
What I've gathered about Carlos Castenada is that the first book was basically true but that the rest were conjured up in his office at UCLA, but
likely while under the influence, as it were...so they are fictitious, deceptive, and true all at the same time.
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Mood: 'At home we demand facts and get them. In Mexico one subsists on rumor and never demands anything.' Charles Flandrau,
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As was much of the story by an indigena from Guatemala who was awarded a Nobel Prize for her story of anguish. Some of it was found to be
irreconcilable to her actual history. But all of it is undeniable. It was reality to millions of Guatemalteca.
Who is capable of judging the morality of over-emphasizing an evil reality? Who has the wisdom, and the right, lacks the moral turpitude to become
judge?
I for one, do not, and can not.
[Edited on 5-19-2012 by DavidE]
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Turpitude? I've got plenty of it.
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Mood: 'At home we demand facts and get them. In Mexico one subsists on rumor and never demands anything.' Charles Flandrau,
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Cypress,
Yeah, un-huh, I'll bet.
Gracias por la risa!
A Lot To See And A Lot To Do
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"A Seperate Reality" pretty heavy stuff!
"Our lot as men is to learn. I have learned to see and I tell you that nothing really matters. A man of knowledge lives by acting, not by thinking
about acting, nor by thinking about what he will think when he has finished acting. A man of knowledge chooses a path with heart and follows it; and
then he looks and rejoices and laughs; and then he sees and knows. He knows that his life will be over altogether too soon; he knows that he, as well
as everybody else, is not going anywhere; he knows, because he sees , that nothing is more important than anything else. In other words, a man of
knowledge has no honor, no dignity, no family, no name, no country, but only life to be lived, and under these circumstances his only tie to his
fellow men is his controlled folly. Thus a man of knowledge endeavors, and sweats, and puffs, and if one looks at him he is just like any ordinary
man, except that the folly of his life is under control. Nothing being more important than anything else, a man of knowledge chooses any act, and acts
it out as if it matters to him. His controlled folly makes him say that what he does matters and makes him act as if it did, and yet he knows that it
doesn't; so when he fulfills his acts he retreats in peace, and whether his acts were good or bad, or worked or didn't, is in no way part of his
concern.
Our lot as men is to learn and, as I've said, one goes to knowledge as one goes to war; with fear, with respect, aware that one is going to war,
and with absolute confidence in oneself. Put your trust in yourself. There's no emptiness in the life of a man of knowledge, everything is filled to
the brim and everything is equal. For me there is no victory, or defeat, or emptiness. Everything is filled to the brim and everything is equal and my
struggle is worth my while.
In order to become a man of knowledge one must be a warrior. One must strive without giving up, without a complaint, without flinching, until
one sees , only to realize then that nothing matters. You're too concerned with liking people or with being liked yourself. A man of knowledge likes,
that's all. He likes whatever or whoever he wants, but he uses his controlled folly to be unconcerned about it."
Don Juan
Thanks for the memories, Osprey!
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